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1. It’s weird.
You know the end of something great
is coming,
but you wanna hold on, just for
one more second,
just so it can hurt a little more.
2. A person is never as quiet or unrestrained as they
seem, as bad or as good, as vulnerable
or as strong, as sweet or as feisty.
We are thickly layered, page lying upon page, behind simple covers. And love-
it is not the book itself,
but the binding. It can rip us
apart or hold us together.
3. cor te reducit. it means,
"the heart leads you back"
it means no matter where
you go after you leave this
place,
your heart will always
lead you back here.
It means there's always
a place for you here. And it means
I'll always be here for you,
too.
4. When you kissed me and told me
you loved me and laid me on your bed
I didn't know it then--
but I was the only one being honest in the room.
5. For what it's worth, it was worth
all the while
6. In my lifetime I’ve come to realize that you
can’t depend upon other people for what you
want and you can’t be scared to
go out there and get it. You
have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals,
because no one is going to do it for
you.
7. Losing your first real love;
it's like waking up from an overdose
& realizing that you're
still alive.
8. I’m not going to stress out over
you anymore. It isn't worth it.
I tried and maybe I didn't try hard
enough, but it didn't seem to work
and it's exhausting. And I’m not saying
that I don't want you, because believe
me, I do. All I’m saying is I’m
done chasing after you.
9. I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this
road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain
coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
10. I hate when I get so frustrated. Everything just goes
wrong at once, & I try so hard
to fight it. But the tears,
they always come. I'm so scared of
falling, because once I do, its
fight after fight to get back
up. It could take days, months,
and years even. I don't know if
I have that kind of strengthdon't
let me fall. anymore.
Please,
11. I want to be the girl
that's good for him, you know? The one he changes for and the one where even if I'm not physically with
him, I'm always on his mind.
12. Here’s
to the moments in which
we didn't think about right from wrong.
Moments in which we just lived,
crossed our fingers,
and hoped for the best.
13. The worst
feeling isn't being lonely...
but forgotten by someone you can't forget about
to look back and see how things used to be
knowing it'll never be the same
& realizing it doesn't matter to him at all because
-- h e d o e s n ' t m i s
s a t h i n g .
14. I don't know
who you are
you're not who you
used to be.
I remember when you used
to look at me differently,
now you don't talk to me, boy you can't even see
I miss who you really are
I can't see how
you've gone this far
15. You said you'd
always be there for me.
And, well, I'm still waiting.
And I don't think you're coming.
16. I believe we
place our happiness in our own hands. I believe your parents did the best job they
knew how to do. I believe that drugs are a waste of life. I believe I’m loved when I’m completely alone. I believe in karma, what you give
is what you get. I
believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned. I believe
the grass isn't greener
on the other side.
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye. I believe
that trust is more important
than people think. I
believe that your most attractive feature is your heart. I believe that family is worth more than money or
gold. I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair. I believe
the only ones who disagree are millionaires. I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness.
I believe that God is the only one who won't let you
down. I believe
in love surviving death into eternity. These are hard times for dreamers.
17. If only we can
control who we fall for,
maybe we'd give our heart to the boys who
actually care or the ones who are
actually waiting on us.
18. I can see
myself waking up next to you,
your face being the first thing I see everyday,
with that bed-head hair and that sleepy smile.
19. i can keep a
secret if you can keep me guessing; the
flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing, for more than just a moment of truth between the lies told
to pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back * home. i can keep a secret
if you keep me guessing. the flavor of your lips is enough to keep me here.
20. Love is give & take. Love is hard times & good times. it`s challenging each other to be better. it`s learning
to be better. it`s learning from each other. it`s a work in progress. it's a feeling of sadness because
you * couldn`t be happier. it`s conversations that involve no words. It’s chaotic & unpredictable. At times, it makes you want to scream. But
it's a feeling that's deeper than that of any other feeling. It’s a gift
21. I'm not
waiting on you to call me back
anymore,
because I don't need it. I won't
waste my days
thinking of you, because you're just bad
news.
You gave up too early; you let
me down
before I was even off the ground.
22. I’ve never felt like this
before, I’m overwhelmed by an unbelievably amount of hatred for him, yet, I couldn’t
be more in love. It’s like I want to throw him out into traffic then risk my
life to save him.
23. You get to her. You make her cry late at night. You make her scream at the top of her lungs. You make her second
guess everything you say. But
she's not about to admit it to
you, her pride is too strong. But
really, would it matter anyways?
24. The sad part is, you always come running back to me. Cause
you know ill always be here.
25. && You give me all the reason to hate you, but yet I don’t.
26. She talks too loud. She says things that she should
keep to herself. She's slow and silly. She can be very thickheaded and rude. She wants
too much. She stays hidden behind a fake smile. She cries at night to the sad songs on the
radio. She runs away from the truth. She doesn't want to do anything
but lay in his arms.
27. She was a girl that spoke her mind, never played
games, && acted
confident when she could barely stand looking in the mirror. She didn't gloat
of her achievements or tell of them even
though she had many. She lived in mistakes, in past regrets, && she's just beginning to
realize that sometimes you can’t
change things; that you can't go back in the past. && sometimes,
you just have to move on,
because life's too short to dwell on
the unchangeable.
28. She’s never 'the one', just that girl left behind.
And she's confused at how everyone
else can feel like that. At least they belong somewhere. At least their
number one in someone’s heart. She’s
always been second best, never
good enough. And maybe, just
maybe, she’s sick of it.
29. He's the king of mixed
signals and I’m the queen of second thoughts.
30. I didn’t mean for this to
go as far as it did. And I didn’t mean to get so close, and share what we did.
And I didn’t mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn’t mean to love me
back, but you know you did.
31. And at some point, Ill call you and tell you I miss you.
32. I'm not that little girl anymore. I've
grown up; I've become something
everyone thought I would never
be. But here I am, look at me. This is me.
33. I never gave up on
you. But you’re slowly pushing
me in that direction.
34. & it’s hard to watch things change when all
you want is for them to stay the same.
It’s funny but stupid how you want
everything & nothing
at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come & go
& you can’t decide what you
want. When you have so many things
to say but you don’t know where to
start. When you want them
in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now & realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but
if it really didn’t matter, you
wouldn’t spend so much time
thinking about it.
35. Come on. Just call I’ve been waiting too long there's no reason for someone to want something so simple, like a call so god damn much
36. Don't give me choices. You
know I can't decide. Mind is soaked with jumbled words. I've come to terms
with all my insecurities. & purity is no friend of mine. We'll
run forever. & we're running from this city Not our problems, I
swear.
37. As young adults
we learn a lot of things; which movie theaters have cup holders,
which classmate is most reliable to cheat of off, how to give
& take advice, how & why to love,
which roads harbor hidden cops, times to cry or laugh, &
which towns have your bank's branch. Among the most important
things we learn is this: just because we argue doesn't mean
there's no love. &related
doesn't mean we're not family. just because we aren't
38. I've learned that no matter
how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes
years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to
destroy it. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others;
they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that the people
you care most about in life are taken from you too soon, and all the less
important ones just never go away.
39. immature love is wanting the other person to be happy only
when they're with you. mature love is wanting the other person to be
happy, period.
40. i`ve learned a lot
these past few years through my fake smiles & unseen tears
that friendsforever & true love
does not always last. the good memories stay with you but
the good moments go by fast. but someone will always be
there, someone that honestly does care. sometimes are not
41. She's finally accepted
the changes & realizing nothing can be the same
anymore but she's keeping her strength up & she's
willing to try her best to never look back.
42. and you give me all the
reason to hate you, and yet i never will.
43. Let's run away..name
a place, Where the air tastes like rain & the sun shines
like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh & I'll bring my sense
of humor. & we can waste the days, One week after another.
44. i could forgive you
&& forget everything that happened. but that wouldnt make it any
better. we'll never be able to go back to the way it used to be. you had the
world in your hands, but instead you threw it away. so dont expect me to
feel sorry for something that was your own fault.
45. so lets say
'theoretically' i really like you. && even though it sounds
moronically cliche && overused, you give me butterflies. &&
just for kicks lets just add - all in theory of course- you may be the most
wonderful person i have ever met. && hypothetically my heart beats ten
times faster when i see you, do you think that supposedly ( and in the
most theoretical sense) feel the same way?
46. without even realizing
it, you taught me alot of things. not only about life, but how its okay
to feel something extraordinary
about someone
47. As I walk through
the halls I think of you and wonder what would happen
if our eyes ever met again. Would I fall again?
Would I sweep you off your feet? Would I figure out how stupid
I was to believe your lies? Would you see that
you screwed up the best thing you had? But
then maybewouldn't even care because its only a
sad memory. we
48. well, i'm singing this
song as loud as i can,
as i drive too fast with my best friend.
i don't wonder if you're wondering where i am,
cause i don't care if i ever see you again.
49. That night we talked; we
talked about life,
about our times together. Maybe we aren't the
same two kids we once were, but some things
never change. Some things last , and even though
I didn't know what was going to happen to us
or where we were going, I just knew I
couldn't let you out of my life.
50. You don't know what
you put me through,
But it's okay,
I've forgotten you.
&& in some way,
I hope it fucks with you
To know I'm okay
&& I made it through.
51. I'm a stronger person because
of you.
And although I would’ve never said it then,
Now I thank you for breaking my heart.
52. Is it really him
or the loss of my innocence
I’ve been missing so much?
53. Please don't pretend that
nothing happened
that you never stopped for a second glance
don't wish we had never met
when all I can do is think about you
don't pretend that your heart didn't skip a beat
or that your stomach didn't do flip-flops
and for my sake please
don't pretend you never fell in love
54. She doesnt want a glued
up, made in china, over rated love,
she wants something no one else could ever dream of.
she really doesnt need a pretty face,
she doesnt have a certian taste,
just someone who wouldnt care,
if she rocks out in her underwear. :]
she'd kill the scene if she could
and she'd make the gheeto go back to the hood
she wants to live in outerspace
and throw stars in earths face
she could find out why this beautiful planet has turned to rust
and why everyones lives are based on lust
she wasnts to dance in the snow covered mountians all night
and listen to her favorite record while she sleeps all day, as your love is
holding her tight.
she heard that if you go fishing ion the sky,
god will let whoever catches the biggest cloud..
get away with the biggest lie. <33
55. I faintly remember
breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you, but you swear
you loved me more
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? will you
think of me?
56. It's a long long
way to December.
I'll never even close my eyes,
won't let you take me by surprise.
I'll leave no pages left unturned
I'll leave no candles left unburned,
I'm gonna keep you by my side.
Please don't fade away
these lonely nights seem lonelier without you
and if you fade away these summer days
will never be the same
57. Sometimes we`ll be piled
on the couch wearing sweats,
eating the kind of ice cream we like, watching our
favorite TV show, talking in the shorthand way we talk
that nobody understands, & I`ll realize that this every
day, simple, no-big-deal moment ;; this is my happiness.
58. I'm the kind of
girl who will turn the music up too loud just to tune out reality.
59. I'm not perfect
but you
make me want to be.
60. And ultimately,
He's going to find out:
How you chew,
How you sip,
How you hum,
How you dance,
How you smell at every point in the day.
The fact that most of your friends are shallow.
That you hate sitting in an aisle seat,
How you sometimes can't seem to listen,
How you get hyper when you travel,
How certain games
Or shows make you really happy,
How you get cranky because you're too stupid to remember to sleep,
How you do'nt like the way you look in most of your pictures,
How you can't get off the phone when you're late,
Because you do'nt want to sound like you care,
How you have no ability to save receipts.
He's going to know all of it;
Everything about you,
He's going to know.
And he's still going to love you.
61. And sometimes i
catch myself thinking
that you're too good to be true
62. She`ll be the first to
admit that she`s not perfect. Her life`s a wreck, & the only
thing holding her up is the hope that it`ll get better. She`s
got some friends who would die for her, & she has friends
that would kill her, given the chance. She has the mental
stability of a psychiatric patient, & the constant
drama that surrounds her doesn`t help. She`s lost all of the
people she depended on, whether it be death, or betrayal.
Despite everything that has happened to her, the reason she keeps
hanging on is the hope that it will all get better
63. People say I've changed so
much. Well, here's the honest truth: I grew up. I stopped letting people
push me around, I learned that you can't always be happy. I
accepted reality.
64. when
i look at you i see a lot of things;
my best friend, my boyfriend, my secret
holder, my tear stopper, my future <3
65. i'm
a sucker for the sweet talkers..the ones
that treat me right; the ones that call randomly
or to just say goodnight; the ones that pull my
hair back loosely behind my ears; the ones that
challenge me and make me face my fears.<3
66. you see, he has this
way of making you feel like your the most beautiful, special, valuable
thingsitting in his lap and his arms are wrapped
around your waist, his head is on your shoulder and occasionally he
kisses your cheek or neck for no reason.. just so you feel like
the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world <33 in the world when your
67. You took
advantage of me. I was so young and naive. You were so much more
experienced. You wanted to break my heart. You took advantage of that.
You took advantage of me.
68. some day you'll see that you made a mistake
and by the time you wake up it'll be too late
cause I will have moved on and found someone new
someone who feels the same
way about me as I used to feel about
you.
69. there's always gonna be
that one thing you
wish for but never
get. That one mistake you
can never take back. And most of all, that one
memory you would do anything
for, just to have it again.
70. i only have two words
for you: i'm done.
after everything i've
done for you, every chance
that i gave you, and yet you still break my
heart. but it's over now. finally i've
realized that i don't deserve this and honestly,
you don't deserve me.
yeah i still love you
and i probably will for a long time, but i can't
stay here anymore. it
hurts too much.
i guess this is what they call moving
on.
71. I put my hand in his, and felt his fingers
fold over mine, gently leading me to the edge
of the floor. I was about to
make some joke
to lighten things up, but he put his arms around
my waist and pulled
me closer. And suddenly,
I didn't feel like talking about anything.
72. you're a little faster
than you were before,
a little better than you already were.
so when the lights go down,
don't be shy. let's give this one last try.
73. Theres not much more to
discuss
There's you and me
but there's no us
74. T h e t r u t h I s w h a
t I t I s,
& that is I do not have any more respect for
you as an individual now.
You`re just another face in the crowd.
75. It hurts to say goodbye
to the person you almost gave your life to,
cause you know life won`t be the same without him.
But it`s
better to give up a feeling than to fight &
know you`re the only one fighting.
76. you look down on me becuase you think i'm
lower class
i know i'm higher class because
i don't look up to you
77. You & I should give it another
shot.
I promise
this time I won't
run
unless it's to chase you
78. You continuously
ruin my life.
&& I continuously let
you.
79. "Yeah, I talk to other guys, I laugh with other guys, but none of them will ever mean
as much to me as you do."
80. it's not about
getting what you want.
it's wanting it still long after you get it.
81. The
truth is -
I'm
terrified of the future.
I'm absolutely horrified of failing.
I just wanna be somebody.
Somebody
great.
82. She's not the kind of girl
who likes to
tell the world about the way she feels about herself.
83. When I'm with you, I'm
happy.
&& nothing in the world can replace that feeling.
You make me feel perfect, like I have no flaws.
And I love that. But more importantly,
I love you.
84. People
always tell me, "he's not who you think he is!" but honestly... I'm
not who you think I am...
85. I'm
not the Clingy Type-
I’m not going to chase you around and wait,
for you to decide I’m Worth It.
I’m not going to throw myself at you,
to steal your attention from the girls who already are.
I like you-
You should be able to figure that out without me
sitting on your lap.
So, get you act together.
Figure out that I have class.
86. The
more I think about him, the more I remember
how much time I spent waiting for him to change-
waiting for him to realize that no time is better
than now. He just wasn't ready to grow up.
87. Want
to know why I love you?
It's because you loved me when I didn't even love myself. It's because you held
up my beauty for me to see. It's because you cared for me unconditionally. It's
because for the first time in my life, I didn't have to work so hard to be
happy!
88. I
want someone that looks forward
to seeing me everyday ,
that notices when I dress up ,
and thinks I'm beautiful when I dress down .
89. &&
I almost love this town
When I'm by your side.
90. Ohhhh
no,
I do not miss you at all!
I miss who I thought you were
and what you thought I was
91. And
have you ever wondered if
your ex was thinking about you?
Not because you want them back,
just because you want them to miss you.
92. The
thing about you is you're fun, you make me laugh, & you make me feel
more alive. Okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but there are these
moments in my mind, crystal-clear images of you and me & how we fit
together, and it all makes such perfect sense, & I know what I want; I want
time with you.
93. It's
a beautiful sky on a beautiful day, but only you can stretch a smile across my
face. And I got it almost figured out, if I could get you closer to me. It's a
good life for a short time, and you've got me almost figured out. There’s
almost nothing left to see;
you're bringing out the best in me.
94. Just
roll down the windows
And
turn up the radio
Days
like this can’t last forever
So
make them count 95. Think
about your first kiss.
It
probably was horrible and you had no idea what you were doing
But
you always remember it…
How
can you forget that first bit of innocence drifting away.
All
it took was one peck on the lips and childhood began to end.
96. So
I take back the words that I said.
You didn't deserve them one bit.
Take back every single word I said to you.
I hate you now. I never loved you.
Even though I really did.
97. i
only have two words for you: i'm done.
after everything i've done for you, every chance
that i gave you, and yet you still break my
heart. but it's over now. finally i've
realized that i don't deserve this and honestly,
you don't deserve me. yeah i still love you
and i probably will for a long time, but i can't
stay here anymore. it hurts too much.
i guess this is what they call moving on.
98. 'Cause you're a tongue
tied talker with sleepy eyes that always gets the last word.
You're not broken. You're just tired and it shows.
99. You know it's love when
the silence between you two is comfortable.
100. You`re only Sixteen. not yet married. So go
with the flow. laugh TONS. Use manners. Try
something new . Just kiss him
already. Trust your
feelings. Spend your ca$h. Introduce yourself.
Take a chance. Study
hard. Seek happiness.
Regret nothing. Don`t
laugh at peoples dreams.
Wish. Challenge yourself. Take pictures. Appreciate
the memories.
Dance in your underwear. Don`t
gossip . Learn from the
past. Dress up. then
Take your clothes off. Have the time of your life.
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